1st day for training at Hilton KL...^^

emm....i choose to specialized in Front Office department...
tats meant...will be is FO for 2 mths...
i tot i will start tat 1st...but then..today we juz got the schedule....
im start kitchen 1st...
well..it juz onli for 1 week..aiks...abit disapointed...
im work in Sudu restaurant's kitchen....
it serve international foods n local dishes..
i didnt bring my safety shoe today...cuz it was unexpected...
haha..i borrowed from chinyee...cuz she tot she start kitchen 1st....
but then..she start housekeeping 1st.....
those kitchen staff treat me very well...haha...
they gave me alot of vege to cut...like capsiken,onion,potato,tomatoes,chilies,bacon bla bla bla...
all they gav me total i think almost 50 units more...n need to cut to dice size...wtfff....
oh well..done it at last also...pity me....but all of them...yea..is around 7-8 staff...came n tought n helped me..haha...haha...they said..they scared me cut off my finger...sum of them find the gloves for me...how gud they are...maybe..maybe...i got injured when i was washing the knife today...
haha..so stupid rite...after they tought...they all observed the way i cut infront of me...so nervoused...
ah dui...they said...sure im not culinary student...ah dui....my cutting zero marks ady...
haha...they said lucky im juz in kitchen for 1 week..if not...my fingers will all gone...haha..
ish..so bad....=.=...
next week i will be in F&B dept....im not sure which restaurant i will be in..
but i hope is not bad...hope can get in Senses restaurant...bcuz there serve Aus dishes...
after tat...will be in HS for 2 weeks....n juz start on my FO for 8 weeks...
aiks...rili dunno how to pass my time...
my legs is extreamly tired now...how to survive tml!!T.T

yeah..should go to slip now...tml...start work 12pm....so late....
alehluya...god bless me....

busy saturday^^

huh..i woke up dame early today....haha...juz to prepare for my dating....

after dating wif Alex tis morning....i went to my mum around 3pm...

n we shop for awhile.....she bought a shoe for me today....

n we went to ate...cuz we extreamly hungry....we went to Red Door...

n ordered a curry chicken rice for her...a herb kampung chicken soup rice fir myself..

n also a cendol for our dessert.....

So TASTY!!!....after tat went to do sumthing wif my mum n we went back to home...

i slept for awhile for my next dating...

7pm...they called me...i was so lazy to get up....damn tired....

at last....hmm...juz wan to gather with them...cuz i miss them alot!!!!

we went kepong ate steamboat....

although today abit less ppl....but....i noe the next time is coming soon...^^

n will be a number of ppl.....^^

since???standard 2....8 yrs old...haha...

i rili dunno y they wan to put the eggs on me....

but seriously...li-en....damn....funny....

she going bak to singapore study tonight...

n congrats her get PR in singapore^^
tu me manques~

here is my junior roommate...zuo mei...

HAPPIE 211 DAY.................

i back home around 10pm...n yingfung came my house n took tiramisu cake...

haha...hope it was nice...^^

after tat...the worst things...went out wif my parent again...

haha...bcuz they wait to to dinner...omgosh!!!!

went to kepong street again...n went to a restaurant call '米雪'...

i juz order a apple juice...n portugese stew fish....

i watched Micheal Jackson's past concert juz now...

he was so amazing....he rili the best dancer among the world...

wat a pity he has pass away from us....

he can made us be touch with his song...

n also can made us be rock n high follow to his song...

will never forget the moment..

R.I.P. king of POP.....

dating~

out wif one of my fren today...
actually we ady planned to hang out for so many time...
at last...haha...we met today...
he fetched me...
n we went for Hi-Tea...n movie at kepong jusco..
cuz both of us stay kepong...
haha..n he treat me all the day long also...
how nice he is....
studying at U-tar....haha...
yea...we promised will hav the another chance to meet...
as long as we free....
after back..went jogging wif my cousin...at metropolitan garden....
the sky is getting dark..so after 1 hour...we bak home^^

micheal jackson...
the king of pop...R.I.P.
has a nice voice wif him..
n noe well in dancing....

farrah fawcett....
an main actress in charlie's angel...

both of them left this world in the same day..
how sad...
rest in peach....
micheal jackson n farrah fawcett....

my holiday....part 3.....

wednesday.........

emm...made tiramisu cake today....

huh...2pm went Pastry Pro bought all ingredients...

when wanna to started...juz realized....i hav no enough eggs!!!

drove to mini market to bought 1 box...4sumthing..damn expensive!

ok....start!...........................half way.................

1st....i mixed 4 whole eggs together...actually i juz need the egg yolks...THROWN!

2nd time.....the eggs i cooked too much...cant used...THROWN!!!

n i asked my brother followed me to bought another box...ish!damn it!

ok...tis time i dun care...mix mix mix....BOOM!!FINISHED!!!

bring it to freezer until it solid...^^

actually...damn successful la...haha....next time will be more gud i think...

half of the cake...i gonna gav my cousin...cuz they wait for my pastry for long time since

last time i made cup cakes for them...rili thxs for their support^^

n im so happie my brother said not enough him to eat..haha...

he said not bad...very nice...hehe....

lastly..my mum used my wasted eggs to baked kuih bahulu...i think is small little sponge cake..

huh...noe wat...rili tired!!!!

thursday..........................................................

my mum on leave today n accompany me went to klinic for injection doses...

emm...sumthing like prevent women's virus/cancer??

haha..its cost me RM400 per injection...

n need seperate 3 times to finish it...1 month after and 3 months after..

damn scared until keep ask the doctor how pain it is will be...

haha...who dun scare of injection...

he told be wont hav any problem after injected..

but..until now i stil feel very pain...n cant take those things are heavy...ish!

like sum1 hit me n sweling....omgsh!!!

next...we went bank....shop.....n lastly visit my aunt!

a tired day too^^

im trying to make myself busy i think....hehe^^

my holiday..part 2...

monday............................

went to KLCC...for settled my fitness account...

yeah..i wan un-freeze it..

n..aiks...met sum1....alovan.....

haha...she going to blame me after saw tis..

n i wait for her about 25minutes..

n we went shop awhile...

n decide to go bak.....cuz...im thinking to fetch my brother buy sumthings...

n i noe tat nite i keep emo-ing infront of many of my frens..

haha..sorry~sorry to all my dear...n thxs for willing to borrowed me urs earsss....

tuesday..............................

went to one utama wif Jenny^^

i need to wait after lunch wif my mum juz can leave..

cuz...juz wan to appreciate the lunch time wif my mum when im having holiday...

so...around 1:40pm i juz letf my house to fetch jenny...

it was quite late...

but but but...we had alot of fun there...

we took the big head photo for twice..haha..

the staff allow us n recommanded us which 1 is more gud...

how nice^^

n we went secret to had a rest...cuz we crazy for almost an hour more..

n bought 'tian bu la' from 'shi lin'...

after tat...we met for ah pei2....

around 5sumthing 6pm...we letf...cuz i was rushing to home...

how nice for today...^^

my holiday..part 1....

1stly..haha..last week didint post up my photos of club....

yeah..went for barce last thursday after exam...
it was FUN man...

around 2am...went to coco banana to met my fren..

emm..actually was my ex...haha..he was extreamly drunk..

who were there wif me tat nite..

i juz noe..emily,jenny,sook ling n her bf, ceo, aki n 3-4 of his frens..

vicky n her bf, april,ethan n his fren....bla bla bla...

respire de waves of the sea..海浪的呼吸

i remember i had composing a few songs in the past...
the most favourite is this song...but it is in chinese version...
im not the one who composed the song...
im juz the one who wrote the lyric...
i can't remember all the lyric dy...juz the chorus part..
its a nice song...n was the 1st time i started to touch on composing...
it composed by my senior..written by me..n sung by my ex...
remembered tat our school we hav a rule...which is...in our composing lyrics..
cannot include those love meaning..
wtf man...its difficult rite..
nowadays...the use their love feeling to compose a lyric..
but then..so damn when i knew it..
wat to do..if u wan get more knowledge n learn..
u use to do it...

海浪的呼吸
曲：刘永辉 词：黄翠婷 唱：李伟雄

xxxxxxx xxxxxxx
xxxxxxx xxxx
xxxxxxx

xxxxxxx xxxxxxx
xxxxxxx 在心里面
寂寞缠绕我身边

听不见 海浪的呼吸离我多远
一瞬间 被风吹 掩盖了地面
我发现 梦想与现实间的差别
多想带你回到从前 那种幸福感觉。。

i rili cant rili remmeber all the lyric...aiks..
too bad...hope i can find it bak 1 day...

another song is sing by me...
but not compose by me..
the title i also forgot..haha...
juz show the chorus..

爱 你到底去了哪里 为什么找不到你
仔细听 有多少孩子在天空哭泣
爱 你到底去了哪里 难道将世界放弃
难道我们没办法将你唤醒
我们会用尽全力去唤醒你。。

its not gud at all actually..
but then..it was a nice memories to me..
its true...i miss the time...we practised together...
im going to compose another new song...
haha..dunno when will be done^^juz hav a little details wif me...
tis time...i no need to care about the rules of school...^^

father's day

happie father's day to my dad...
i didnt hav the brave to tell him when infront of him..
im feel like shame for myself...
my father's got injured tis morning...
his backside was injured..n his leg also...
im so scare...
luckily...he is ok now....
i saw him wanted to sewed sumthing juz now..
he asked for my helped to made the string cross the niddle...
i helped...
in tat moment...i realized...my dad is very strong n hav the sense of security...
he can protect we all..u noe wat...wat he also can done by himself...
he juz a businessman...but he is my lovely father...
i hope i can tell him i love him one day...
i hope so...
i promise..i will study hard...i wan return all to him in the future...
im swear..i will...without him..i hav ntg...

i LOVE u DADDY~

my saturday..

had fun on my thursday nite...^^yea..im happie..if u r wif me tat nite...
slip for whole day on friday..
my mum didnt say anythings also...i love my mum tat moment..
how cum she allowed me to slip until 6pm!
n i juz wan to say happie birthday to zin xien!!!!
hope u had a wonderful b'day...
went to One U on saturday...wif my mum n my brother...
yea..we ate nando's...its nice...
suppose to buy a slipper...
but can't found wat i wan...
me n my mum got in Paris Hilton shop..
its made us a damn!
the perfume is so cheap...but we juz bought a CK summer last week...
we cant be so greedy to buy another wan rite...
i wan...i wan paris hilton..i forgot wats the name ady..its in pink color bottle..
100ml juz for around RM200...
n my lovely mum wanna buy a wallet from there...(un porte-feuille)
if she's b'day cuming..for sure i will buy for her...^^

my cutie brother so pity...followed us all the way....
he was super boring i can feel....
so sory^^

ohya...we r quarrel for few days..
but i didnt feel any missing him also...
how cum..
n i didnt take any action also..
how cum..
haha..yea...i hav grow up..
i noe i dun need it for now...^^
wat i can let u noe..i hav no feeling....

上个星期。。发现了一个装满沙的瓶子里藏着了一个字条。。
那瓶子是你在06年12月给我的。。里面写着。。
还有。。。写了一些让我一直都很想知道的东西。。
‘我爱你’。。我到今天。。才发现。。你也很浪漫。。
感动了几秒。。但我又收回了那份想念。。
因为。。太迟了。。

tempting heart

過去讓他過去 來不及
重頭喜歡你 白云纏繞著藍天
如果不能夠永遠走在一起
也至少給我們 懷念的勇氣 擁抱的權利
好讓你明白 心動的痕跡
總是想再見你

誰還記得是誰先說 永遠得‘愛我’。。
以前的一句話是我們。。以后的傷口。。
過了太久沒人記得
當初那些溫柔。。
我和你手牽手說要一起走到最后。。

謝謝你給過我的。。
記憶。。只剩下空氣。。
我是時候打包回憶了。。
陌生。。卻又熟悉的心情。。
對不起。。

~Random~

i wan to get off of this kind of life...everytime during final exam...is suck!
try hard in my study...but i feel like i can't even breath at all..
pls help me....
i have been stay at sapo Chloe's house which locate at usj for 3 days...
the moment wif frens is so gud...u noe..
no stress at all...
i n her....aiks...the method of study is do funny....
keep screaming all the time..haha...
during saturday...we studied at the sumthing like lounge in the condo..
i was so curious abt y had so many ppl keep cuming in..
maybe is a wedding party i guess..
but but but...they all r wearing casual...like me n chloe...how cum!we said..^^
yeah...we juz realised tat day was the opening ceremony of the new condo..
so..they held a party to invite all the ppl who staying there for a buffet dinner..
haha...actually we supposed to went bak..at last..we queue up n took sum food..
it was so packed...
we brought up all the food to home...haha...
when they was come for ending part...they keep playing those club music..
it was soooo NICE...the feeling i wan to go for clubbing come from tis moment...
hehe^^the music was stopped around 12am...aiks...i noe i need go bak to study tat time..

during sunday, we cooked porridge for our lunch..
when we start to study...haha...guess wat..we went to watch movie...
we watch since 4pm until 11pm...wow....great..u noe...we having exam the next day only...
we rili great...

Emo...yea...recently i rili emo...dunno y...
lack of sumthing in my life....
i dun feel like happie anymore after sumthing happened on me...
i start to scare n worry for ppl who around me...
who i can talk to??who i can trust?its so hurt for me...
im sad bcuz my life has change...
i hope i can stay in the world tat have no cruel...is alwaz peachful.
no lying...alwaz the truth..
no complicate thinking....alwaz innocent....
yeah...maybe...like tis...all of us will feel much more happie^^

stop bReAtHing now...

my cutie chocolate

This is John Connor...

today our econ class has been cancelled...
so..our class finished at 9.30am...
we went for lunch at piramid...at Pasta Zanmai restaurant..
who r going?
sapo chloe and faye,june,beenah,angeline,fion,
zombie,wayne,dean,siauling,chrissy,melissa and moi~
guess how much we all spend?around RM390...
crazy man....
n then..bside the pasta zanmai hav a shop which buy all the stuff from japan..
mean like food n drinks....is sososo CUTE..
i had bought a chocolate which i will post in my blog later..
u also will feel tat is very cute..
is cost me RM8.90..
actually i decide to buy alot of things in there...but then...
cuz it is too cute..but then..aiks...save money...economic very poor nowadays..^^
mel,angeline,bnah,june n chloe went bak...
than we continue our plan...which is movie...
Terminator salvation!!!very nice^^
jessie,janet,keefei,raymond,ewen is joining us for movie...
we having fun inside seriously...
but then..i can get HIGH bcuz my stomach very pain...
aiks...damn it...
we come bak to college student lounge...
im not going bak yet..
abit lazy...
half more hour i think...
i noe i need to start on my study ady...
aiks...so sad...no mood to take the exam...wat to do...
will moving to fren's house next week for final exam..
hope me can concentrate on there..
tata~
This is Cathryn.......

not so gud today...although i feel like im very lucky...
but then..sumthings is make me cant be feel happie...
dunno how to describe...
suddenly feel tat i duno how to live wif my life...
feel like lack of sumthing...i dunno wat is tat..
study is for my future?yes..it is...
but until now..im not the top...disatisfy...
my frens are changing or me?
or they still remain but juz im noe more about as the time passed?
every1 is different...dunno y suddenly feel out from today...
im feel like im using by them...not many i can trust on..
all having a poker face infront of me..
im so upset...y am i so stupid trust all of them...
izit stupid or innocent?
u can find out tat...ur family is the one u can trust on n help u..
they wont play on u..wont cheat u..n they noe u well..
last week im quarrelled wif my brother..
yeah..the time was so suffer to passed tis few days..
until today...finally...we starting to talk wif each other..
i feel gud...my family is the one i cant leave on...nomatter how..
i love them...
i rili need sumbody to help me...n support me...
i rili feeling not gud....

TIRED!!!!!

i rili feel upset wif my life...
maybe not in the future..but now..
i feel like im hopeless...
im very angry wif tat person until i cant angry...
i rili no energy at all...
wtf is she!!she is the person tat make me wan to say out the rude word...
i treat her as wat..but wat i get for return..
maybe..maybe her personality is rili cannot change....
i rili hope tat i never noe u....
maybe i will be more happie now..
im tired wif u!!

sumthing tat make me tired is went for gym!!
guess wat..i skip my class wif darvan n we went together...
haha...so happie hav a partner to fitness wif me...
but tats only temporary..
n today my name is DORREN LIM....
darvan create tis name for me...haha...
if speak in canton will very funny la...
tml suppose to go also..but then...no mood ady...
seriously...im tired wif fitnees today but im happie...


sum1 is helping me...im rili appreciated it....
thxs u guys....
i rili not hoping tat im givng troublesm to u all...
so sory...