a hand

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,

"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river."

The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand."

"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.

"If I hold your hand and something happens to me,

chances are that I may let your hand go.

But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens,

you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours... This message is too short......but carries a lot of Feelings.

mESsaGE

after 2 days...A take out his brave to told C tat he very miss her...
wat is C responded was...juz ignore...
n today he also beg C to reply him..
she replied...she said...plz giv her sumtimes...n said sory to him...
he asked...when he juz can meet C?
C juz replied...she has no free time...
Y until now they still cannot clear their relationship...
i HATE them to be like tis u noe...!

HA!!!!FINISHED angry...

tis morning i met Kent for fitness...meet him around 8.30am...

but he came earlier n waited for me..

paiseh...^^

after finished...he waited me for bath around half n hour...paiseh..^^

n we dunno where to take our bfast....so i decided in McDonald..

cuz i luv McDonald much...

1st time take burger as a bfast...rili crazy...

we chat for around 2 hours in McDonald...n met my training friends also..

who is H1N1 Ju ken, H2N2 Sammi....me is H3N3....haha^^

so stupid was...yesterday 3 of us..our SE phone suddenly all spoiled together...haha

today our hotel all staff wearing 'Boleh' T-shirt...n a cap...

i feel like so unik....^^they said today mean every1 is BOLEH....

i finished worked around 8.30pm today...

n need to try for FO uniform...

my friend Wei Lun was brought me home today...

He told me he still got sumthing to do when we took lunch together...

tats y he can wait for me...actually he start work 7am today...

but i dunno he ady finished work when we took lunch..

after i went up him car..he told me he juz wiat for a while..

but actully...he wait me since 6pm...

he bought coffee from coffee bean...

n listen to radio in his car..n wait for me ...

OMG!!!!!!!!i feel like so glitty...

aiks..summore he wait for me safely go in to house he juz go bak to home..

how gud he is...but i feel like sumthings is going happen...

hope it will not cum..

yesterday saw my cool guy ZETA BAR drumer Daniel Edwards Hewitt when im working..
although he saw me..but we didnt hav the chance to talk...cuz im doing my work..
if i saw him next time...i MUZ talk wif him!!!im swear!!!!
i hope one day..i can go to zeta bar to see him play music..
hear tat...Peter Ahn, Coree Free...n him also..all are the best musician..
omg..how can i dun love him..hahaha...kidding...

1o24~^^

cuming for the end...

thxs my all dearest support me...
im sure the person noe who am i talking on...^^
Thxs yea alot....

A & C are cannot be together....

bcuz B is a person's status...which is belongs to A..

and they got d & e.....

C is the person without everythings....

if C is B....for sure she will more sad than C now....

C is the person who broke the chain....

i hate her alot....how cum she can be like tat!!

its too over and over!!!

C choose to tell A wat she thinking....

but at last....failed to tell him...

wat C wan to say is....C is not willing to be tat 3rd party....

C...dun dare to sayout at last also...

guess wat...they have been together for almost full half year...

the feeling is true more than true...

A & C's eyes are swealing i believe....

they noe is cuming for the end after today....

not too long i think....yea...is not too long....

i hope they are fine now....i hope tml they still live like usual....

she juz wan to say gudbye...

can she?

lost my pendrive...wat the hell.....make me so frustrated...

this is not the 1st time....i have alot important things inside....can i get it back...

plz...plz....

LOOK FORWARD for wat is cuming up to u.....

hope i can so....

FOOL!!!

i juz saw sum 1 blog juz now...

oh well...he is my ex actually...

i saw he is writting..he hate those ppl who playing gurls' feeling...

i rili dunno y he can write tis out...

bcuz...i feel like im the one who play by him...

i love him so much last time...but then...wat i got at last?

he told me he love another gurl...wtf!!!

now...he dare to told every1 he hate those ppl...

so who is he?!!

b4 tis...he still obtain a gud image in my mind..but...

after today...yea...no more....i hate him more than b4...

such a fool guy!!

*sick*

emm..didnt online for so many days...

cuz was tired of training...

i believe my every classmate same wif me....

finally...fever on friday...looked for doctor n get the MC for 2 days...

haha..tat day morning ady started feeling not well...but then...

i stil go to training as usual...until lunch time..i asked for stop from work...

n i rest in locker room for around 3 hrs....n wait for my fren to fetch me home...

thxs wei lun^^

i even cried out bcuz telling my mum tat i sick...so poor...
my mum was so care about me..she ask me not to drive...
n ask him to fetch me back home 1st...
at last...he sent me went to ate sumthing...cuz i whole day eat ntg..
but i rili no appetite to eat...after i ordered a fried rice..i ate few then he help me to finished all.
so pity him...haha..sory wei lun...make u fat...haha^^

today went to facial wif my mum...n we spent around RM500 in facial n products...argh!!

yea...kent called me today...n ask for fitness together next week....if can...^^
ya..long time didnt see for him....damn miss him...^^
hope we meet next week....
is so nice hav a partner to do fitness together^^
like me n alo vaniessa..

hmm..gonna rest now...is tired bcuz after took the medicine^^

fever..plz go a way from me...i rili hate u much!!!

happie*tired

im happie bcuz...last day in F&B department...
its rili tired like hell...kill me...high hells everydays n need make up!!!
summore need to use blush n lipstick...wtfish....
everyday occupancy full full full....argh...tell them our hotel close la!!!
today...my last day...no water distribution at all...nevermine...cuz since last nite ady like tis...
n u noe wat...all the guess who came for breakfast..most of them were didnt took their bath..
(they said)...ok...fine...its ok for me....but then...when juz started to worked...
the air-con got problem...until no air-con supply at all....we all...hot like hell!!!sum server even started sweating...ish!!
today saturday..should be Hi-Tea time...until now..i juz realized...hehe...
emm...hilton Hi-Tea is not so gud as i think...i meant the food...
for me...i wont prefer to come here seriously..

ohya..noe a guy who work in our hotel Zeta bar...

his name is Daniel Edward...haha...he everyday came for breakfast...but then...

i didnt talk to him...n juz serve him n gav the bill to him..

until today...bcuz rili not busy..n we juz start to communicate wif each other..

he so nice...he is one of the member of the band....^^i think he is playing the drum set....

yeah,,once he saw my name tag...he juz start to use my name to call me..^^

but..today im the last day i F&B...less chance to meet him...argh....!!!haha..

when Hi-Tea time...noe a Doctor...she came here for giving a speech...
she is foreigner...but i didnt remember where she from...
y i noe her...bcuz....bcuz...i threw her bread...haha...
so embrassing...i tot she is leaving...cuz she ady went out from restaurant..so i juz collect all the things...
but i dunno she juz went out n looking for her fren..hehe..
i ask to take another for her...but she said is ok..she wan another things now...
she rili a nice woman....

after worked...went fitness 1st wif Vaniessa...

yea...damn tired...wo did until the club closed...

haha..actually...we dunno they are closing 7pm in saturday..so...^^

no choice we juz kept rushing n rushing...scare we close by them inside the locker room..

everyday came bak so late..until i sisnt hav the time to chat wif fren...feel like..
lost contact...hmm...rili dun like tis kind of feeling...
yea..if im still not go to bed now..tml for sure im sick...
ita kinda headache now..

i miSs my frens!!

tu Me manques mes amie!!!!

my 3rd day of training...

my training....so far so gud...n so busy...
until they ask me to stay back n help them...
i everyday work more than 9hours..aiks...yesterday from 11-9pm...
but i like way they communicate...emm..how to say...
when they are changing shift to others...like...3pm shift cuming in to change wif 7am shift...
they all will like...giv a nice welcoming ...sum ppl hugs with each other...
sum is like touch the thumb to each other...sum is like juz simply giv a hand shake...
how nice...
i like it...even me...im trainee...they all still giv me a welcuming also when i get in everytime...
today...they so funny...keep singing song when cooking...haha...emm..
i appreciate the time wif them...^^working wif them rili no pressure....
n u can learn alot seriously...they will teach u until u noe well...they wont scold u...
they use the different way to teach...
n today knew few taylor's trainee...they r from BDH30....
name im not so remember...Kathy,her bf...Ricky i think...haha..n a gurl...
n genting Inti frens..which is Rudy and Ju ken....^^
we took lunch together...ya...sum of humans are still nice in tis world....

last nite...my mood was down...cuz sumthing happened..
but then has been settle now...
Lin He called me last nite n sang sum song for me n try to made me happie..haha..
so suprised..cuz its working..thxs my dear....
after that..when i chating wif my brother...
Cutie Zombie called me n complaint about his life is so boring now...
omg...he was so cute in the phone...i meant his attitude...rili like a child...^^
but feel nice when talked wif him also...
around 4.30am...half way of my sliping...my fren called me also...ish...
his name is ANSON...i tot was my taylor's fren...after tat i juz realized...
he is not...he is one of my fren who had lost contact to each other...ish..
damn fish..haha...
but i told him i was sliping...n ask him to find me the next day...
tats y when i wake up tis morning..i feel like very very tired...
cuz i didnt slip well last nite...

hope my tml will be a nice day for me also....
n also for all of my dear who training now...^^

P/S: Jenny...plz take gud care of urself...u such a weak gurl..duh...