my feeling

24th MAY...
i feel like boring today...
my mood is not getting up..
i hate tis kind of feeling..
why?..i dunno..
tis morning didnt get up to jogging wif my parent..
i rili tired...
tml hav assessment..
i rili dun feel like i wan to study..
tis cuming week is damn busy...
n alot of assessment...
i dunhav the time to meet him...damn it...
the feeling he giv me also not rili caring tis few days..
maybe bcuz of tis make my mood getting down also..
haiz...
argh!!!!!make me wanna change my college now...
i wan forget all the things happening on me in tis college...
suntimes those stress is the motive to make me go clubbing..
not i willing to go...
the things is i feel like i will feel more better after relaxing at there...
dancing around...but i dun take alcohol...anti of smoking...
enjoy the music...scream...enjoy urself while dancing...cum wif abit sexy..
the feeling rili GOOD...
i noe most of the ppl will dun like...
include my parents..sum of my frens..etc..
i rili feel sorry to them after cooling down from club..
i still love you all..i have never change...
juz i havnt find out the right way for me...
i feel like wanna go for mardi-grass or euphoria tis cuming friday..
i dunno izit possible to make it..
i hope i cant make it also...if my mood is ady getting better...
get bak to my study now...