raining day...021209

hmm...suddenly feel like come back n visit my blog....^^

It's a rainny day,what whould i do?
I'm afraid to call you.I can't find the reason..
Why has the sound of insomnia..
Become so familiar...
Silence has bcome ur replacement..
Waiting with me for the rain to stop...

Anticipating makes one more & more submerged in confusion..
Who is like me..unable to find their somebody...
After falling in love you,for some reason,I'm alwaz learning of..
Loneliness's flavour..
Holding an umbrella alone,wiping my tears alone..
BEing alone is so tiring...
What kind of rain,what kind of night..
What kind of me can make you think of me more?...

How big does the storm have to be..
how dark does the sky hav to be..
So that i'll hav your consideration?

Actually..without me,you're still unable to tell whose differences apart...
How much more obvious can the ending be..
Don't say you'll be sad,don't say u want to change...
The person who's loved doesn't need to apologise...

Anticipating onli will makes one more and more tired........
should I continue to wait?or....
i hav no idea.....

不完美

生活 开始忙起来了。。
也开始乱了。

我那色彩的天空
暂时找不到
想沉默 想寂静
想拥有独自一人的海滩
好让我有个呼吸的地方

也想听听海浪的呼吸
那一定是很舒缓的
它能让我留下眼泪
也足以给我一个微笑

我只想等待
并不想拥有
感情放在第一。。我不想

所有已变得不完美了。。

i hate u for the end

argh...recently..i rili need alot of frens....
juz realized tat...i cant live with alone..
is deeply been hurt tis time...
i wont let u appear in my heart anymore...
u r suck...

new seed

since when...
the yound seedling aready start to grow up..
n who is the person who plant it i hav no idea...
i hope..
it wont be grow up anymore....

yes..i miss u....but i cant let u noe....
bcuz im not clear about wat u thinking in ur mind....
maybe im juz a temporary....
cried for no reason bcuz of u....

thxs for bought me a dinner in the garden taiwan restaurant...
thxs for ur morning call for almost whole week...
thxs for bringing me happiness...
maybe juz for temporary....
in my mind...im not hope to be stop...
but...at last also need to be end up bcuz of u...
we r meeting in the wrong timing...
maybe too early or too late....
i miss u for the moment now...
the secret will only keep in my heart forever...

stupido..

090909

yes..it should be a special day for everyone...
i didnt expect tat hav anythings happen on me in tis day..
but..thxs to those who giving me suprised...
ya...its a special day for me also..

thxs ben..thxs guna...and more n more..
ya..quite long time didnt talk on phone until early in the morning ady..
yes..it was a 'gud' experiance for me also..
the next day...both of us bcum pandas in the hotel..
hahaha....so funny right stupido~

and lastly...
happie b'day to my ex-bf...
JOSEPH LOH JIUNN KEE!!!!
ya~i noe u maybe dating wif ur gf now...
haha...all the best to u la!!from the sincere of my heart^^
today really a special day for u!

211 gathering..

its on saturday..
yea..was nice was fun was awesome....
it is hard to organise a gathering u noe..
i tot im not going today...but...at last..
i also went for it n enjoy so much..
after back from work...its ady 7sumthing..
im rushing up my time to prepared the things tat i need to use..
qian n yfung was came to fetch me tat night...
thxs my mum allow me to went for it..

211 is the hostel room number tat we stayed together b4 when we were in secondary skul..
i rili feel thankful tat im having a group of nice roommate..
yea..we all having different type of character...
but we still can mix up with each other...

who r those members who attended the gathering?
^^...jiahui,yenran,wernhui,yiingfung,jiaying,me n yiqian...
although was few ppl onli.but...stil nice..
yenran is going back to UK tis cuming tuesday..after tis dunno when she will cum back again..
n yiingfun going to UK also on 16th sept..
hmm...almost 1 yr will juz cum back..
so...im appreciate tis gathering alot..

we bbq for whole night...its hot but enjoy the process...
we played playing card after tis..but then we found out we dunhav in that home..
guess wat..went out to bought while it was having a heavy rain..shit..
7-eleven sold out...so decided back to yenran house to find..
yea..when back to qian's hse...sum of them r sliping..
woke them up n we start to played sum games which organised by our well-being team leaders..
who is YENRAN!!!!haha..she decided to played police,killer and civilian...haha..
my 1st time playing n qian n jia hui also...
but..im like nobe when i noe im a police...i stuck in there..n my heart beat is so fast tat u cant imagine..im juz keep quite cuz im scare...so stupid right..
faint!!

we exchanged our present after tis...
guess wat i got...3 sexy undergarment!
faint again...

yeah..after finished all the things was like around 5am dy..
ciao...slept...but..sum of us slept around 6am...
it has been long time didnt try to played until morning...
so every1 of us was feel like hell after the next day morning..
we took snack such as potato chips,pringles,cheese ring and mamee for our b'fast...
while waiting for the piggy yenran to wake up...n we watch movie in the living room..
we took our lunch togther at foodstall in sg buloh...

**upload those picture soon**

爱一人..love someone

如果你不爱一人

if u not love someone

请放手

please let it go

好让别人有机会爱他

allow others hav the opportunity to love him/her

如果你爱的人放弃了你

if the one u love abandon you

请放开自己

please unlock urself

好让自己有机会爱别人

allow urself hav the opportunity to love others

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的

something is not belongs to u nomatter how much u like it

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的

somthing is be doomed to giv up although u still remain love it

人生中有许多种

we do hav many type of life

但别让自己为一中伤害

but dun let urself be the one who asperse

有些缘分时注定要失去的

some predestined lot is be doomed to lost

有些缘分时永远都不会有好结果的

but some wouldn't be come to good forever

爱一个人不一定要拥有

love someone not always be seized of

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他

but when u bcum a possessor u muz love him/her kindly

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了

hombre cry bcuz he rili love

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了

feme cry bcuz she rili abandon

如果真诚是一种伤害

if the empressment is an injure

我选择谎言

i choose to deceit

如果谎言是一种伤害

if a deceit is an injure

我选择沉默

i choose to be dumbness

如果沉默是一种伤害

if be dumbness is an injure

我选择离开

i choose to leave......